Tuesday, November 5, 2024

Failure

If at first you do not succeed try and try again.
It doesn't matter how many times you get knocked down,
It matters how many times you get back up. 
2004 I was a novice Draftsman.
2005 Went to college for drafting. Failed out
2006 was let go as a draftsman
2006 started working as a Subway Artist in Beaumont. went days without eating, owner refused to give us hours while trying to change our hours to pay us less. Stole to eat. First time I almost took my life. 
2006 returned to Buna. Got a job at Valero movied in with high school friends, from there to Movieland, from there to the school, from to Faustos, from there to Subway in Buna. Friends moved on had to relocate with someone I only barely knew.
He decided to move and I couldn't afford to live on my own so moved to Lumberton from there from there moved to Lumberton with the person and another guy. Got a job at Subway in Walmart. Got accused of stealing when a drop came up missing. They cashed my check without my permission. Contacted the government, the company was already under investigation for Fraud and other things. They were told to return my money, fired later for switching shifts with someone. Room mate who I had supported for a few months when he couldn't work, kicked me out while I was looking for a new job. Second time I almost took my life.
Moved in with my Ex for a Month then back to Buna. Got a job at Shell, met an amazing friend who we bounded over a book I was reading. Got a chance to leave buna again. Took it. Went to Brownsville then Houston. Had the time of my life. Tried college again. Failed. Almost got a job at Sprouts, was passed on for a transfer employee. 
Worked at a Subway there, Manager was a drug abuser. She quit on us, me and another lady stepped up and ran the store. They brought the manager back. We got into it over health code being broke. Was let go and then rehired at another store they owned. Manager liked me and told me they planned to just fire me again once they got more people. I bailed instead of having being fired on my record. Time was not on my side and I was faced with a choice of coming back to buna or being homeless. Buna it was. Came back got a job at Fausto's again. Third time.... Took a job working tear out after Harvey. Was almost great until the drunk we worked for decided he would rather drink than actually work and lost us our jobs and ripped me and my dad off over 1k. 
Went to work at Dairy Queen, Then Brookshires, Then Sweetie Pies, Then Brookshires, then Family Dollar, Then Papa Johns and now Myself sorta. I have failed more times than I can count. I haven't even included the attempts to work out, start business, Youtube, Streaming, a million hobbies. I have lost countless friends. I have had someone kill themselves on webcam while I was watching. I had someone fake their death to manipulate a community I was part of. I have been taken advantage of in ways I will never feel comfortable with. But I have gotten back up. I have had help from many people. I have lost more than I have gained, but I am still here. Things most people right off have saved my life. Gaming friends have stopped me from doing dumb things. I spent hours today bawling my eyes out. Why I don't even know. The feels were really. Some people say the most important step is the first. Its not. It isn't the second step, it isn't the last step. The most important step is the Next. 

In 2004-2006 I met some of the best friends. They were from a small game called Aegis Online. Viperstrike, BlackAmber Maws, Helone, Greywolf, Octavia, Noctame, and countless others who are no longer around. In 2006 I met some of the most amazing people from World of Warcraft Tandy is the only one left. In 2012 I met one of my best friends. Jay and his wife. that same year I met my favorite British Australian Cait. I found my love for Dungeon and Dragons, my love for youtubing, streaming and expressing myself. In 2020 I found my love for cooking. Passion for creating. In 2025 I learned what I already knew. Failure isn't the same as losing. Failure is just the step before the next. 

Tuesday, March 8, 2022

Echo 1.3 3/7/22 Workout

 Greetings and Salutations, 

How hail the. Today was a ball buster of a workout day. Started with getting on the treadmill, then I did what I call a Blitz. As there is no real name for it. In a way it is sorta a Full Pyramid but different.

I start with a weight say 75 lb. 10 reps, drop the weight to 65. 10 reps. Drop 55, 45, 35, 25, 20. Little to no rest between each set. Just enough to change weights. Short rest. Then reverse 20, 25, ect back up to 75 or as high as I can go. Then moderate rest, like walk a minute go grab drink you know. Then comes the part that hurts. 85 lb up to 10 reps. 95 lb up to 10 reps and I keep going until I can't get above 5 reps. 

So for context Today I did what I call close grip lat pulls. 85 lb. 10 reps, 95 lb. 7 reps, 105 lb. 3 reps. Done. Long Break 3 or 4 minutes probs more. Move to the next thing. I learned part of this from a boxer who was at a gym for a short time. His name was Josh. He took the time to come over and be like yo you working out wrong come with me fat one. Paraphrased of course. I still work out wrong, but I know a bit more about targeting muscles and I try to keep it pretty good. Wish we had more time to work out together. He wanted me on the treadmill more but I walk a lot now so I think it is okay. I got a lot of fat on my arm, but I can see and feel muscle. I don't want to get bulky. I just that is not me. I am only really getting into this because I would like to add a bit of bulk.

 So if you look at Will's Workout Tracker You can see my numbers. Added the treadmill since I am off today I won't be work walking, but who knows. Might be Wal-Mart walking lol. So Also things might seem strange if you look at that. so 75 - 20 is the start here end here weights. Sets are how many times it takes to get from those points. For example because once you hit 25 and are going down is a 5 lb. decrease; where as 25+ is a 10lb increase. The only machine I know this is different on is the Pec Fly. I don't know if it changes at some point, but it is always a 5lb change through 45. So 45,40,35,30,25,20 ect. Also Shoulder stopped me on the Pec Fly from going back up to 45 and doing more. I don't want to chance it. Questions. Know the real names of things I am doing? Drop a line. <3 Have a great day. 

Monday, July 6, 2020

Life Today

I know I am going to hear the normal, you are doing great, you got this and all that and yes I want to hear it and it helps a lot, but the past week has been hell. We lost two people at work. One quit one was fired over BS. I don't see the other night crew guy lasting much longer after all this. As for me, I started up doing this side business because I wanted to dig a way out of this job and I wanted to give people better food options.

Back on the topic at work, there is a girl I really like, but she not interested in dating right now possibly ever who knows. I know this so I just told her how I felt in a text and was like I just need to get it off my chest. I try to be as good of a friend as I can. Yesterday one of the guys from up front came back and he tends to talk about a lot of random stuff and I tend to tune him out. This was one of the times I shouldn't have, cause he was saying one of the cashiers wanted 4 boudan balls. Well she yelled at me, I retaliated by doing the classic cat hissing fit instead of going off about her yelling at me. I was in the wrong on both accounts, but I hear enough yelling as is in my daily life and I just snapped. Than spent a good 3 minutes in the cooler tearing up. We didn't talk the rest of the day and generally when she leaves she says goodbye to everyone well except me this time. So, yeah that ruined and crushed my day. Than we have the salsa problem and that has really crushed today and this whole week is just me wanting to crawl into a hole. I just emptied my fridge of pretty much everything I have in there and trying to find some silver lining and if I should even keep this business going. A popular thing in YouTube is 99 comments can be super positive and uplifting, but you will always remember the 100th comment that was negative. It is stupid, irrational, but damn does it just burn you to your soul and I am a ginger I don't have one. 

Thursday, June 4, 2020

Theorycrafted: Spellslingers / Spellbreakers

    In a time long long ago, or if you are playing Classic World of Warcraft not so long ago... in fact right now. Mages and Priest both shared a talent called Wand Specialization. Now in retail, wands are gone as far as I know. The Spellslinger is a spec design for the Mage based on wand based builds from other games such as Path of Exile and Dungeon and Dragons. The idea turns the mage into a Magical auto attack class. Now this said it could work with Crossbows and maybe bows if wands are not wanted to be added back to the game. This would give them another purpose instead of just being like all loot which is hunter loot.
    The idea of the class for me falls into having a magical based hunter really. Embedding your shots with elemental or arcane magic, using blink to reposition quickly. This said it could very well be a proper Hunter Spec as well. 
    In that case I bring in the idea of the Spellbreaker as being another option for Mages. A tanking spec for mages. We already have lore about them in the game and while they do not have a ton of abilities from warcraft 3 it is easy to look at other units inside of World of Warcraft for inspiration. Looking at the Silvermoon Spellbreaker from Isle of Thunder shows them wearing what appears to be cloth armor and wielding a shield. Using a sword, but could also wield a glaive similar to Demon Hunters. 
    We also have some ideas from the World of Warcraft RPG which is non-canon, but still leads to some ideas of the spec. So many interesting ideas could come from this.
    Thank you for reading, tomorrow lets jump into bed with another spec idea that would love to beat people up with a shield. Until than, stay classy while letting me know what you think of my madness.

Wednesday, June 3, 2020

Theorycrafted: WoW: Necromancers

       So in yesterdays post, I talked about my thoughts on turning Unholy Death Knights into a necromancer like spec. Focusing on spellcasting, but than using big damaging melee moves. 
    Today we talk about another idea that could bring Necromancers into World of Warcraft. This is a bigger idea I have for what I would do for a World of Warcraft expansion. Instead of adding new classes add new specs to existing classes. With the talent trees being as bland as they are it would be an easy enough option. So lets talk about how I would design a new Priest spec Necromancy. Priest, would be the perfect place to stick Necromancers. Now you might wonder why I say Priest would be, but started with the DK yesterday? Thematically DK already has the kit for it. Priest on the other hand is already a cloth based caster. 
    The biggest question for me is How would this work. Well this would work wonders coming out of Shadowlands thematically speaking. As far as the design, I would take a similar route as the design I talked about yesterday with the Death Knight. You have your damaging spells Shadow Word: Pain ect ect. But you gain access to new spells that interact with your undead minions that you summon. This is not your you have a pet design. All of your minions are limited in time. Perhaps there is a limit to how many of a type of minion you can raise. If there is a corpse nearby your cooldown for your raise skeleton ability resets instantly. Giving you the ability to bring more minions in quicker. My thoughts are better mechanics of the Nightborn withered w/e they were called. A single skeleton isn't going to do a ton of damage, but a horde of them. Well, I think you get the idea. You would have abilities that interact with them. Combine 5 skeletons to form a skeleton beserker. Sacrifice a skeleton to gain a bone shield to an ally or yourself. You could even go as far as becoming a Lich like character. There are tons of possibilities. Tomorrow lets keep going with the idea of additional specs for classes by talking about a long dead talent point that both priests and another class use to share. Let me know your thoughts and as always, stay classy.

Tuesday, June 2, 2020

Theorycrafted: Unholy Death Knights

    Back in Wrath of the Lich King, World of Warcraft gained access to Death Knights boy was that a time. But this blog is not about that time, it is about Unholy Death Knights (UDK)
    One important unit from Warcraft 3 has evaded the World of Warcraft the Necromancer. UDKs have the theme of a Necromancer, but lack the playstyle of something like a necromancer. Sure there is Demon Warlock, but different matter. Back when DKs were released I felt sadness because the way DKs in general felt and than UDKs felt, I knew we would never get Necromancers (Though I have this and another idea for a later post).What I felt should have been done was UDKs wear spell power plate and be primarily spellcasters. This at the time would have addressed there only being 1 spec that needed spell power plate. 
    Now looking back on this it could have worked well. However inspired by Final Fantasy XIV's Red Mage I think something could be done even more fitting. For those who do not know what the Red Mage is, it is a ranged spellcasters that builds up a resource (Mana) and than charges in uses melee abilities and than leaps back out of harms way to keep casting spells. 
    My idea for what I would do with Unholy would follow a twist to this. We would work in reverse you would have a few cast time spells that you can use, but are empowered by a resource that you gain from using your melee based spells. We have so many of the components of the Necromancer various raise dead spells, Unholy Frenzy, and we lack cripple, but chains of ice works similarly.
    Honestly I would love just the playstyle of the Red Mage. I could see using spells casted using your runes building up runic power which than you unleash powerful melee attacks. Your spells would be more based on summoning and controlling skeletons and ghouls giving you that necromancer swarming feel and casting plagues. 
    Perhaps the UDK is fine as it is. There is always the second option for having a necromancer. What is it stay tuned and let me know what your thoughts are.

Monday, October 14, 2019

180 Day Challenge : Day 1

Today started off well. I woke up at 5:30 am.

  • Meditation: 10 minutes. Meditation is strange to me. I tried looking up "How to Meditate" thing said not to make your self breath, which caused me to take over that function :S idk Will try again tomorrow. 
  • Stretching: 10 minutes. Lifting 10 minutes. This goal went well, except the person who's video I planned to do this two did not come out today like normal. So had to find alternatives. 
  • Morning Walk: Canceled. Did not feel I had enough time to accomplish main goals due to earlier work time. Work Walking: 
  • Be Creative: Spent 60 mins working on my Pathfinder 2e setting. I came up with basic ideas for the races I needed to add and fixed up my excel sheet to make the process better.
  • Cleaning: Not Today.
  • Read Dictionary: Ubity means a place or location, Limpid means transparent, Nacromancy is the divination through sleep, Facture is something someone crafts, Hitherside is side closes to something, Nithing is an insult that means coward. Varsal means whole. 
  • Main Goal: The goal for the day was in Unity and it was  to learn about working on applying health to my enemies in my tower defense game and damage my towers can do. Also losing lives if enemies got through and even adding rewards for killing baddies.
  • Bed Time: Midnight. Twas a rough one. Woke up around 3am had to use the bathroom and it was ungodly chilly. Fell back asleep after awhile. Had a dream that all my old school mates play random celebrities were all part of a massive meat processing plant. There was also some sort of training going on for like ultimate warrior or something. It was crazy. 

Saturday, October 12, 2019

Phalcon’s 180ish Day Challenge

Sunday, October 13 2019

Today I will be starting my own personal 180 Day Challenge.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/12WO7daoTZHe9DQgZpMh2B2TwfHRyZQuDo7N-Vl-aH4I/edit
To save room here is the link with my goals. I will be doing daily blogs here on my progress and weekly recaps on my DK 30 Projects thing.

Weekly Recap location:  https://dk30.day9.tv/projects/103596112811663360-1570933399484

Wednesday, July 3, 2019

To Tip or Not to Tip.

   Remember when in America you tipped people because they gave you good service, not because it was part of their lively hood. Most people won't be old enough to remember that (honestly I don't know when the idea of tip wage was invented).
  Why are we talking about tipping. Because it is something that I personally am involved in. In two sense of it infact. I tip when I can afford it, and I sometimes receive tips. It is about a .05% chance that I ever get a tip, but sometimes do. Maybe you can call me greedy, but it is way to often that I or any of my coworkers receive tips. Some asshat who came up with tip wage really screwed up everyone's view on tipping. It actually is funny because I can throw out a World of Warcraft reference that involves this. I am sure this happens today, but it was quite often that when you would get someone to craft items for you, they would tell you they  needed the materials and then they required a Tip. But that is not what a tip is. They were misusing tip for a service fee. Much like we do at places who use tip wage. You are not tipping them for their good service, you are paying a hidden service fee that you do not required to pay, but you are. Because if you don't pay it that person may not make enough money to survive. Oh and don't think that the fact that they employers are suppose to pay up to minimum wage if the employee doesn't get enough in tips. Cause I have talked to many workers who have been strong armed or feel intimidated by the companies they work for to demand they be paid properly. Lets be honest a lot of kids get into these situations. Also 18 states / provinces in the US still pay tip wage of 2.13. This has been the tip wage since 1991.
   Opps I did it again. I went off on a tangent. The thing is people should be tipping more often for more things. You should tip even a dollar for someone who gives you good service. May pops is a good example of this. I won't say all the time, because I don't pay attention that much, but he tips the people at HEB for ringing up our monthly foodz and the bagger as well. I am not saying you should tip everyone all the time; that is silly, but if you go somewhere and someone offers you a service, say you come into DQ and we are busy. Consider tipping (also make sure to say tip the cook if you got food. because chances are that will greatly improve their day *cough*). I will admit we some times get so slammed that what I get paid does not feel worth the amount of work I am doing and when a cashier slips money to me, it makes it feel worth it.
   I will admit that this is perhaps my own greed, but we had a guy who was given a 20 dollar tip for walking a bag of food out to a car. Maybe I am a dick for being annoyed by this, but I spend 10 minutes sweating to death in our terribly constructed kitchen and he spent less then 30 seconds to walk an order out and he got a tip like that. Note a DQ we all make the same wage, well similar wages. Okay this is devolving. Time to wrap up. To tip or not to tip. If you can tip, it will greatly improve someones day and make them feel worth more then their companies have pegged them as being worth.
 


Tuesday, April 2, 2019

I met an interesting girl

No, this is not the kinda post you are thinking. That would be creepy considering. The day of posting this it is Sam Cleveland's birthday So April 2nd. I was introduced to an 11 girl. I am not going to butcher her name as I am bad at spelling things.
   So, this girl comes up to me and asks if I play D&D. I was dumb founded we started talking about a whole list of random things. Chances are if I every show up dead, she did it. She told me about her desire to get into CIS type work, asked me if I knew the best poison to murder people with, told me she is pale because she has parcel that she walks around with, loves D&D, listens to 70s and 80s music and wants to dress like a 50's wife when she gets older. Totally weird girl, and the whole time I was thinking to myself, if I had a daughter her age, she would almost fit the bill of what I would want. Perhaps without the creepy murder hobo side, and eh.... idk about that music. She really reminded me of Abby from NCIS. I don't normally like kids, but she made me wish I had had a daughter. Why am I posting about this at midnight. I have no clue. Idk. Also again, if I ever go missing, she most likely did it.

Saturday, March 30, 2019

My Views Politics and a Tangent

We live in a world where we can't escape politics. It is in the news, on our feeds, and all across YouTube. For me it is among the few things that is a taboo topic. Why, because people who partake in it generally don't care to hear the other side. There are people who blindly follow a party that doesn't care about them.
   People in politics care about their agenda. If you are part of it good, if not well you are the enemy. We are not a nation undivided. People want to make posts about how all Democrats want to get rid of guns. No, that is not true of all some of them sure. All Republicans are racist. Another statement that is false. Some sure are that is as easy as day to see. People wanted gun reform, wanted it to be harder for people who shouldn't have guns to get guns. I think everyone has the right to own a gun, I don't want one. But I think everyone has the right to.
   That said, it should be stricter and harder for people who should not own a gun to have one. The former soldier who should have never been able to buy a gun because he was discharged for problems and his branch never sent in the paperwork and then he went out and killed people. Someone screwed up and that someone should get in trouble. They are just as responsible for the deaths of those people.
   So many people no longer think on an individual level. They are a hive mind for their political parties and what they think are good values. Instead of thinking for themselves they follow what they see on social media and on the news and never question anything. Why? We should be questioning everything, even from the people who we share parties with. Why, because they don't care about us. You are nothing to them except a point on a scale that can get them closer to their goal.
   So, just to throw it out there. I have been told I am a Libertarian who leans left. I believe in the right to bare arms, but with more regulation. I am pro-choice, but always prefer life (meaning I never want people to have an abortion, but I believe it is there right and I would never judge someone harshly if they choose it). (Mainly I think that we should be pushing abstance in churches, because it doesn't work. Sure it is the "proper" Christian thing to do, but no) Birth Control and a myriad of other things should be offered freely to help combat it. People can be stupid, make hasty decisions and screw up. We need to remove the option for young ladies to get their tubes wrapped if it is their choice and sometimes it should be a forced thing especially if they keep popping out kids and are on welfare. No welfare if you don't get it fixed. I believe in the death penalty. I am pro LGBTQ and yes I am a christian. Shocking that I believe in love not hate I know. I don't care about the color of people's, what their crotch bits are, or who they want to bang. None of that matters to me. I am naive as some may call it, but I prefer hopeful. I don't believe in World Peace, that is naive. No one is perfect, we all have flaws and scars and those are the things that make us beautiful. I don't like Trump, I think he is a racist and has done nothing but fear monger. No I don't think Hillary was much better, she has her own fuck ups, but "the emails" were not part of them (we had two piles of shit to choose from and yes I do think we choose the wrong one but I digress). I think people are way too offended by everyday life. I think everyone should be required to work 1 year in fast food and then should be fined every time they are rude to service people of all sorts. I think a 1 hour nap should be mandatory for all jobs, I think our government sides with the businesses and not the employees who are always treated badly. I think I might have went off on a tangent. I believe we should legalize weed and such natural drugs, prostitution, gambling, and booze as a national thing and regulate and tax it. Brothels that require full check ups and the whole shebang. People are going to keep doing it. So tax it and stop putting people in jail for trying to enjoy their lives. Drunk driving should hold steeper penalties. If you kill someone because you drank and drive, that is no different then choosing to murder someone in my eyes. Okay this is enough. Just flow of thought lead to this.

Friday, March 29, 2019

Live Journal #1

  So chances are, I won't keep up with this. Though if I can that would be pretty epic. I am an open and straight forward person. Might try to do one of these as a weekly recap and today is Friday and that seems like a pretty damn good day.

   So, the week have March 24, has been fairly good. Monday work was bland, and I had to work extra to cover for someone who didn't feel like coming in. Pissed me off, but more hours is more hours.
   Tuesday was fantastic. I got my new phone. Well it is not a new new phone, but new to me. LG Stylus 2 +. My great and wonderful friends Jay and Sam, bought it for me, as I am on their plan. I was told I was getting a Stylus 4, but something came up. I am only sad because they spent the buying the case and power cords for the 4, USB C cords. I am sure I will need them later on so it will work out. Still trying to figure out everything about owning a phone. I had a brick of a phone before. It couldn't do much beyond calls sometimes it sent or received texts in a timely manner lol. Still gotta finish adding people to my contacts and figuring out my layout. Old phone couldn't get more than 2 bars of 2g, this one gets where I am 1 to 2 bars of 4g. Though I do only have 4 gigs of data and then it caps at 2g. I am sure it will be more consistent than other one.
   Wen was fun, I got to work in the Chill area at DQ. I still suck at making cones and most ice cream in general, but I think I am getting the hang of the recipes. Met some interesting people that night as well.
   Yesterday was less fun. It was so hot in the store. Also as per normal DQ is terrible about their rules. Here is extra work for you to do, but oh you have no time to actually do it.
   Today, has been super productive. I started last night working on another D&D project to create a database of creatures and will be coding it to do a number of cool things. Work at 2 till 6:30. I know region and district mangers opened the store this morning so, super hoping they are gone by the time I get there.
   Off Sat and Sun so, should be a good time to work on stuff. Also go walking if it isn't raining. Oh We are getting Chicken and Waffles. Not sure how that is going to go over. If they make us cook the waffles in the deep friar I am going to throw up. Because that sounds disgusting. Also some new blizzards idk what they are though.

Idk if anyone will care to read this, but I thought it would be an idea.

Thursday, October 29, 2015

Voice

I have talked about depression for awhile. I think most people don't truly know what depression really is even if they have it until they know they do infact have it.

I hear the voices in my head (and not like a crazy person) constantly telling me I am worthless, your so called friends are just using you, they don't really care about you, congrats you got some new followers they really don't care about you though, you  failed just give up no one would care.

Now logic dictates that someone would care. Taking everything in and looking back on the past 10 years of my life realize that I have failed. Every thing I have put my heart into has failed. 10 years no 11 years I have done nothing with my life. People wonder why numbers upset me when it comes to youtube. It is because in my life it is the closest thing to a win I have ever had. November 5th 2015 I obtain level 29 and maybe 5 people will care and show up.

So I have failed, I feel worthless and while my heart tells me people care, my brain says other wise.

You know the small things in life are the ones that really bite you. It has been nearly 3 years since I have had a hug and I would keep going with this but well yeah.

I may have failed, but I just can't give up yet. (Note because I am reading this again as I am going, this is not like I am going to kill myself kinda quitting I am talking about. I am refering to well maybe killing Falcon77 as a persona and no longer doing youtube ect ect.) I still still have met a few people who encourage me when I am down. Sophie and Kira thank you. Both of you are willing to take the time to try and cheer me up when everyone else doesn't see or doesn't care.

I got into youtube to fill the void in my heart. The void was a mixture of love, wanting to teach and entertain others The first has had a bit of filling added. The rest though. idk.


Friday, October 23, 2015

Asking for Reweets and stuff

Hello, 
Long time no see eh. My random thoughts have flowed around for awhile now without actually being put to text so I thought hey maybe I should do that thing. So here we are.
The topic today is lame, but it drove me here so. I hate asking people for stuff. Especially when it comes to things like Retweets and stuff like that. It makes my skin crawl and my heart sink to beg for help, but what option is there when you are small. I have been small for 3 years now. My viewership is a small group of people with a much larger subscriber base who no longer exist. So I have to beg to get people to share my work. I try just tweeting to people, but then they just favorite it. It leaves less of a sore spot to be like hey here is the thing I did. 

Favorites I feel are nothing any more. We favorite stuff all the time for no reason. They have no real meaning. I use to not do them unless I really liked something. Now at most it is a signal of acknowledgement. Hey I saw this. Don't take it the wrong way I am favoriting you being sick and having your leg cut off or you lost your house and are going to be homeless. 

So I ask for people to retweet. Hi-Rez, a few pro players who I support and would hope that maybe they would care enough to show a bit of support as well. Some do, but most don't. 
Much like having to ask people to follow the channel, share the video, and toss a like on it. It drains me of emotion  every time I have to say that. Why should I have to ask people to do things that should be a natural thought. Oh this guy put hours into something. Like, favorite, and I am a bit more judgmental with sharing unless it is someone I really support because i don't want to spam people. Same with retweeting. If someone tags me in something they did I retweet. If someone posts they are streaming I normally retweet it or if they put a video out I retweet it. Even though my twitter following is so small I feel if I can get one person to support someone else I have done something good. 

Inclosing
I hate asking for anything. It sucks that I have to do so, but we all got to beg at some point I guess. It is shameful, but damn what else can we do. 

Will ~ Falcon777 ~ Prinnylord of the Fraking Universe. 

Monday, February 10, 2014

Life update # 1

Friends, Humioids, possible aliens lend me your time. I come to tell you about how I am. If you have a problem with it, hit the road jack and don'tcha come.... no umm. Chicken pop pie.

Anyway peoples how are you good no maybe cool.

Any who So here is the status of me as of today because I can't give you the status of tomorrow cause it hasn't happened yet. So I have moved. I now live in North West Houston north of Katy. I am still living with the wonderful people I was before but Mate got a better job so we moved which eh hate moving but anyway so the job search has started and I even have my own room yay room.

So I don't like face book, I have no desire to really use it as you can probly tell. I have a twitter COGFalcon and my youtube channel Falconslayer777 where you can reach me. Email is Falconslayer7774you@gmail.com but I am rather busy between youtube, my Smite art work and stuff.

So I guess the last part which is the part I don't want to talk about and yes that means I don't really want to talk about it after wards is I apparently suffer from passive aggressive disorder. You can google if you don't know what it is but yeah. I pretty much have 3 parts of it in a major way and a minor but in the last. It explains much about me that I never even though of till I found out. But anyway that is all. Have a great day hit me up on any of those things and know that while I might not respond for w/e reason I may or may not love you. And yes I am very random some times. Deal with it :P